I have this friend who's always gently reminding me that I can master my life if I just master my mindset. Thank goodness, because I almost let my mindset get the better of me this morning until i managed to push through a minor little aggravation to achieve a solution.
I don't understand why i take things so personally sometimes, but when i have to redo something because someone else can't figure out her (or his) piece in the corporate puzzle with the ones already provided, I forget to think about what the other person's struggles might be and simply feel annoyed at the great inefficiency of the project or process. I catch myself thinking things like, sure, my desk might LOOK messy but i can find everything you need and do it three times while you're telling me you can't figure it out from what I already gave you. I don't even understand why i'm so proud or obnoxious; i think it's just because I feel like i could or should be doing so much MORE than what i am on a day-to-day basis that redundancy really bugs me. I was taught to do things right the first time and I find repetition to be a waste of energy. Whew. Thanks for letting me vent...next time i'll try harder to just breathe through it.
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